MY SWEET 25

Yesterday was my bday....

yeayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy...

n0w im 25 years 0ld...

is it 0ld enuf 2 find mr.right ekekekeke...

juz kidding...

actually there's a l0t 0f thing i want 2 d0 0n my 25 years 0f my life.....

being a W0MEN n0t a GIRL anym0re....

(*xfhm wat2 fhm hahaha)

0k2....

speak malay plak la ekekekeke...

sebenarnye kan ak cedey sgt ms my bday...

i've a dreams....

n i really h0pe dat my dreams will bcme true....

i n0e its hard 2 achieve it but im still h0ping 4 it...

after give 2 much h0pe, then i realize dat i've sh0uld never put a high h0pe n0wadays...

let byg0ne b byg0ne...

dun cry 4 sumthing dat never w0rth u at all....

ALLAH is here...

wif  me....

DIA hilangkan sesuatu tpdia gntikan dgn sesuatu yg lbh bermkna..(ckp melayu lak cz xpndai sgt 0mputih ni ekekeke,r0sak bhsa)

nak tau ap???

0n my 25, 1st time ever, my fmly celebrate my bday...h0yeayyyyyyyyyyyy...

dat's a really great m0ment 2 me....

*s0bs0bs0b..mau ngs plak tetibe* 

HEPI????

yesssssssssssssssss!!!!!

im hepi...

t0tally hepi....

luv them damn much la...

then an0ther surprise, sec0nd celebrati0n fr0m my juni0r....

0h G0d....

t0uching....

they try 2 make me hepi 0n my bday....

very nice....

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....

dunn0 h0w 2 describe it but i really enjy it....

my s0rr0w juz dissapear like dat...

yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....

im hepi n0w....

my wish is i h0pe i can m0ve 0n n fulfill all my dreams als0 my family dreams....

yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....

i will......

wat ever circumstance c0me 2 my life, i will try 2 handle it n bec0me m0re str0ng...........

yaaaaa im superw0men ekekekeke....

hati.........

bercakap s0al hati ni payah sebenarny....

yela....

tuan punya dri pn xtau pe yg ati ni nak..

mcm2 ase yg ad lam ati ni...

cedey,marah, terkilan, gembira, sunyi,dll.....

npe ak tb2 ckp sal ati ni...

ak pn xtau...

cma ak nk luah....

ak pn cm manusia len.....

nk d sygi n dicintai....

xlma da.....

ak nk masuk 25 da...

bkn ni sbnrny p0int ak nk ckp...

sbnrny deep in my heart.....

ak nk sesuatu yg mmpu bhgiakan ak....

ak tau ak manusia khilaf,,,,

xlari dr wat kesilapan....

bkn ak x nah terfikir nk berubah,,,

tp keadaan lum sesuai....

biar ak berubah ikut kata ati ak...

bkn sbb 0wg len...

sbb ak nak tekad....

ak xnk sbb ak ikut 0wg,ak jd x tekad dgn kptusan ak....

0wg bley ckp mcm2 kt aku....

tp yg tggung nya ak.....

bkn nk mrh tp x ramai manusia fhm keadaan ak....

cana cini 0wg bley bercakap.....

tp prnah ke 0wg cb nk bntu ak....

XDE!!!!

2 masalahny,,,

ak bakal kaunsel0r....

tp ak sndri blum mmpu tuk kaunselingkan diri ak....

sbb 2 aku kata ak akn ikut kata ati ak....

jgn nilai ak semata2 sbb ak mcm ni....

m00d: merenung masa depan....

Dunia......

dunia skg.....

pelik.....

manusia gad0 same sndri sbb nk kejar dunia.....

akhirat xpernh cb nk kejar...

bkn nk ckp aku ni baek....

cma pelik bl pk blik...

ye la....

yg tua ragam yg tua...

yg muda dgn ragamnye....

manusia ni xnah lari dr hasad dengki.....

tu sume keje SYAITAN yg nk sesatkn manusia...

tp cmtu la...

ramai je yg tersesat....

bnda kcik tp sbb kan hasad dengki....

jd teruk....

payah2....

pelik t0l la....

tp ak kagum dgn 0wg yg mmpu tahan g0daan SYAITAN ni....

sgt kagummmm....

impress....

n di0wg xlen x bkn....

keluarga ak sndri...

i l0ve them damn much...

h0w n0ble they are....

xnah terfikir nk bls blik pe yg 0wg da wat kt di0wg,,,,

impress......

ni la keluarga aku....

 ap yg jd biarla ak yg tau...

0k...

tutup buku.....

byeeeeeeeeeeee

!M B@Ck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

msti weird gler kan tbe2 update blog after 2 tahun ilang.....

agagagaga...

ak ase mcm xd je owg nk bc blog ak...

so mls la nk update...

padahal....

kt blog ni la ak ley kgsi everything....

bkn nk suh owg bc hahaha...

hey u!!!!!

thnx 2 u cz remind me back about my blog hahaha

its all bcoz of u.....

ok..

pape hal sy luah kt cni k akakakaka.....

ok....

cter ak plak after da berterima kasih....

byk bnda jd lam 2 tahun ni smpi ak pn xtau ap sbnrny yg terjadi....

ekkkkk

bley plak cmtu...

lately da dpt abg ipar baruuuuuuuuuu...

wehuuuuuuuuuuuu... seronok owg dpt kawen........

aku????

JGN TNYE!!!...

hahaha...

sem baru da nk start..

so strt segalanya dgn yg bawuuuuuuuuuuuuu...

wehuuuuuuuuuuuuu....

lalalalala...

hah sudahhhhh...

xtau da nk tulis ap hahaha...

ckp byk bnda jd tp xtau nk tulis hahaha...

cukup la kot sekadar pengenalan 2013 after 2 years ilg hahahaha...

bubbyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.....

ni la pengantin baruuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu..

selamat pengantin baru my luvly sis....

 ni dgn sume adik beradikkkkk..

hate dat!!!!

now i noe y it happen...

itu ke yg dinamakan kawan??????

@#$$%%^^&*

aku bukan memaki, tp aku ase cam nk menyumpah je....

aku wat baik kt kwn, tp kwn wat cmni kt aku....

ni ke nama nya KAWAN????

cari aku tuk kepentingan je......

sumpah,,,,

selama ni aku anggap kwn baik...

aku jaga tol2.....

aku backup bl wat slh....

tp sebab 1 kekurangan aku, da tutup sume kebaikan yg aku wat.....

aku xde KAWAN pun XKISAH la wei.....

kowg bkn nye tlg aku pun...

sekadar tuk kepentingan kowg sendiri je.....

dah, CUKUP..... sampai kt cni je kita jd kwn....

da ek...

Sem depan aku da mls nk lyn kowg.....

ni sem akhir aku dgn kowg...

sia2 je air mata aku kt kowg...

xbwk pape faedah pun....

go to hell la....

enuf......!!!!!!!!!!!!

final exam....

final da dekat...

x lame da....

tggl 2 ari ag...

tp aku mcm x ready pape pun...

xtmbul ag mood nk study ni..

aiyak...

ape masalh aku kali nie...

hmmm...

memg ade mslh..

actually aku serabut gler dgn kwn2 aku....

diowg cm sisihkan aku....

lau aku de wat salah.....

terus terang la...

jgn diam then g ngadu kt owg len...

alloooo...

i'm open minded k...

lau tol aku salah..

aku minx maaf...

aku betulkan ...

jgn keep silent then pendam....

penat aku pk npe kwn2 aku cmtu..

terkilan...

ntah la....

exam aku pun ntah ke mana..

hmmmm.....

*shbt yg baik adalah shbt yg saling menasihati, bukan mengutuk di belakg.... *

õut~

i'm back....

i'm back.....

wif my new one...

didnt look at the past..

i noe it's hard....

but i will give it try...

i dun noe whether i can face it or not.....

myself tired...

but i have 2 push it....

no wonder y...

i can stand until now......

*sigh*

keep thinking until noe....

wat shud i do....

how can i avoid it....

didn't care my feelings at all.....

then, y dun i shud try....

i'm not strong enuf....

it's really burden me....

*sigh*

then i'm thinking.....

i shud pretend to myself n people outside...

let they see my hepi face....

then, i'm gonna be happy too.....